Friday, February 29, 2008
and there are days where i just dont feel like blogging anything
flew into your heart at [4:41 PM]
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
recently, I found this song really amusing
called " what if cartoons got saved?"
its quite nice :)
and people,
its.........HOLD-LA-DEE-DAES!!!
MAN, 3 hours before exams, I was like " faster faster, I cant wait! I cant wait!"
and three minutes after exams, I was like" wow, Its unbelievable! ITS HOLD-LA LEE-DAES!!!!"
KINDA FUNNY.
i THINK i NEED TO CHANGE THE WAY I TALK
cause people finds me talkative and maybe irritating
and those people, you dont know what happened in the past, dont make any immature judgement
you people, have no right
I say this to your shame
flew into your heart at [3:58 PM]
Monday, February 25, 2008
LOL
ICANT WAIT
ONE MORE DAY
AND IM FREE!
LOL
then I will really be a busy girl like what my deardear crystalchia says: YOU ARE A BUSY GIRL :)
weeeeeeee.
then I will really be so busy busy busy,
anyways, I LOVE BEING BUSY
LOL
HOLD-LA-LEE-DAES,
HERE I COME!
oki, time to sleep first. LOL
flew into your heart at [10:40 PM]
my heart is burning in anguish
shut up will you
you piss me off and spoil my night
i feel down
so i'll lie down
whatever that it, I nv treated you as my big sis at all.
shoo.
KNS.
flew into your heart at [6:13 AM]
LOL
things that I never fail to do :) LOL!, its very lame. cause im aliceinthewonderlame. LOL!
I never fail to disturb everyone in the midst of exams with my piat piat piat sounds of my elf shoe and I shall disturb everyone with my newly bought sixty cents only yellow flip flops with bear bear printings. LOL. then I will like go. piat piat. PIAT PIAT PIAT PIAT PIATPIATPIATPIATPIATPIATPIATPIATPIATPITAPIAPIATPAITPAITPAI~!! my way to the toilet to peewee and refill my cute mickeymouse waterbottle.
LOL
and I never fail to take nap during exams. I dont usually do that. but ever since I got in TP, I did alort of short naps in between lessons, during lessons, before and after lessons. and even during exams. LOL.
and today, I had a 15 minutes nap.
LOL, everyone, you must see, I was very cui leh. study and slept at one last night and woke up at six plus. MAN, this is call cui-ness.
but not too bad. cause my handsome friend sihan slept at 3am and woke up at 5am to continue his studies. MAN, his is then called cui-ness like cui-ness until cannot cui.
SO, to take a break from all the cui, cui-ing and cui-ness, here am I blogging about the CUI.
LOL
I think exams made me funny, and perhaps crazy.
there sees to be humor hormone secretions everywhere even during exams and while write my answers, I thought of such answers. take a look and check out my cui and humor hormones in me
qns:
ans on the paper:
ans in my mine:
I gave my girlfwren a orange tulip today. lol. she was surprised man. lol .I love you ma, so must give you flower like a guy does. lol. kidding lar. kidding abut the part which i know you guys are thinking, omg! she's a LESBIAN! too bad, Im not! Im perfectly straight and aliceinthewonderlame has eyecandies like you all do. LOL! this time, she wins again! :)
oki, tell me, whoever doesnt has a eyecandy must be without eyes right?!!??! LOL!
alright, stop laughing and rolling your eyes, this is aliceinthewonderLAME. you cant do anything right. LOL. well add one more then. ROFL.
LOL
cui man. LOL!
I really cant wait for exams to be over.
oki, to relax myself, right now, let's think what to do after exams with those time in my hands.
LOL!
1. buyburfdae present for my girlfrwen denise
2. go on date with my girlfrwen crystal chia
3. glam girls go shopping! yea, save mre moey and go shopping like nobody's business. LOL
4. go beach with someone
5. go starbucks cause i miss my tall caramel machiato. and mister adorable, I bet you know what I mean. treat me oki!
6. go gym to train and really run. Man, I have really put on weight ever since Im outta dragonboat. fatty big tummy belly days can be really depressing one you know. LOL.
7. go run reservoir, east coast park, bedok stadium
8. do skipping, let 200 per day
9. really learn how to do hoop la hoop. for goodness sake, i think those 8 to 10 year old knows how and for goodness sake, I dont know and Im really not proud at all. I DONT CARE I MUST LEARN HOW TO DO HOO LA HOOP FOR GOODNESS SAKE!!!!!~~~~!~!~!~!!!!!!!!!!~~~~~~~~~!!!!!!
10. indulge myself in a sea of books and a cup of capuccino at east coast mc cafe. Its my favourite hangout place you see, you know.
11. go rollerblade with somebody who can rollerblade and not going rollerblade with people who cant rollerblade for nuts! LOL, it really piss me lots man! LOL!
12. start thinking about my art port folio
13. start thinking about my futuristic future of being a doctor( I'll update and tell you why later on in post today)
14. be a good girl and do housechore a home for MAN, its been ages since Im seen drenched in the bathroom washing clothes, or rather,I would like to think, the clothes wash me, sweep floor until its clean clean clean and I mean CLEAN. Mop the floor until the floor is shimery shiny. LOL
15. start writing those cards for the tp-ians
16. rally get back to God for QT.( God, forgive me man, its not that I dont want, but I always fell asleep and ta ta! its another day)
17. help out at youth and children ministry. MORE
man, I pray I can serve more, cause Im really well and all now. ILOVEYOUGOD!
18. buy something nice for my frwens, those whom I really love and cherish with my pay after I get my job. oh yes! I promise! first one on list: JONpa, MUITECK!, shannyBABE, VALthebigDARLING, eunicemysweetheartJIEJIE, emilydear, ivanAMALY, mingjaychou, mingjaydedearKOKKIAN,mingjaydeGAYPARTNERchiachia-KENG, 4jia4equalstoSIJIA :), sweetsweetcandice,
19. Learn to sing the song, apologize to D,A,SZ.
20. LOL, and the last thing on my list is to get a job and start working and start earning, crazily and madly and see money rushing, gushing into my bank account like the Suez canal. LOL
so many things to do, Man, Im excited
oki, exams, let's get over and done with
and HOLD-LEE-DAES-!! HOLaaaaaa!
HERE SHE COMES! :)
LOL
and she goes cui-ing and mug-ging again
two down and two more to go, come on man, bring it over man, jiayou man, hoonhoon hono lulu can do it man! LOL!
jesus, I will live for you, in everything I do.
LOL. LOL. LMAO and ROFL are my current hot werds that glam girls use :)
flew into your heart at [2:49 AM]
Saturday, February 23, 2008
werd of the day: cui
phrases of the day: I win liao de lor
feeling of the cui day: cui until cannot cui
weather of the day: hawt hawt BTH one de lor
hairstyle: not bad
study of the day: very bad, very lag behind, nvm, jiayou!
dog of the day: crazy dog
cat of the day: lazy cat
blog of the day: crazy blog
name of the day: lazy hoonhoon
cartoon of the day: mickey and minnie mouse
lover of the day: Jesus and crystal chia, my girlfrwen
drink of the day: water and cappucino
fruit of the day: kiwi fruit
food of the day: pineapple rice, thai style kangkong, claypot tom yam seafood soup
last werd of the day: cui
oki, let's stop playing, let's get back to work.
flew into your heart at [10:27 PM]
Friday, February 22, 2008
and very funnnily, its all about myself
I hate to contradict myself
I hate to embarass myself
I hate to be jealous of what I do not have
I hate to be sick
I hate to lack sleep and be so very de cui
I hate to lie about things
I hate to say nasty things to my sisters
I hate people to scold me fierce fierce
I hate rainy weather and trapped w/o an
umbrella but thank God I had belindar ytd
I hate to waste money on things that I
buy but do not eat. like french fries. LOL
still feel cui
=/
flew into your heart at [3:48 PM]
Thursday, February 21, 2008
this is for those who reads my blog
I only have one werd to say for today before I sleep today
CUI
flew into your heart at [7:02 AM]
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
feeling a bit gan chiong because of the work load i left for revision for my sem exam. MAN, i really need those supernatural strength and wisdom and engery to keep myself alert and awake to be able to stardy thruout the day man. yes, I can. bob the builder yes we can! HAHA!
LOL
just finished my quiz like 30 seconds ago, man, my best result i could get was six out of ten points. AIYA, nvm la, i tried again and i got worse, so whats thepoint of trying again. HAHA. its demoralising you see.
feeling a little hawt cause of my feverish. HAHA! okie bbl to update more! now, friendstering and starying muggling mug mug more cui and more more cui!! hee!
flew into your heart at [12:15 AM]
Monday, February 18, 2008
now im sitting in the library first fllor, comfortably on a blue chair listening to canon in d
so i shall start my study day with the son canon in d and i would like to dedicate to my god-Pa and my "PA" HAHA
what crap.
but really, she loves the two of them a lort! like totally!
hmm, one dy I'll really learn how to play and I will play for my god-pa, i presume that i allows me to call him that. Well, sitting in his car was a great ride too. I love his car cause have casting crowns music seh! HAHA!
I think I fell in love with another song, majesty
Had lunch wit good fwrens of tb01, they're really nice, you can really feel their truthfulness and genuine friendshpi and warmth towards people. esp, fave people like chia chia keng, kok kian the turtle, mingjay, YAOli, guoxiang cute cute, sijiejie, jessyCA, ZUL or ZOOlogical garden and many many more, they're really so nice people I think God has blessed me with. I LOVE THEM! HAW HAW, like totally!
so, Im a good girl, i have breakfast and I had lunch. Breakfast was that very nice thick thick small bottle of vanilla milkshake, and lunch was a forty cents bowl of kway chap, quite healthy until speaking about the fat fat oily oily chilli. but its very nice! like totally! and yali loves to dipped his chicken chop and fries into the chilli, sounds gross but its ncie cause I 've tried it too! HAHA!
man, i felt so bloated but eating kawy chap, half an green apple, three slices of guava, one packet of lemon RIBENA. and i bought my daily dosage of chocoLATE, and newspaper. cnt help it la, I LOVE to read and i think i read excessively. HAHA. people drink or smoke excessively, but i read excessively. HAW HAW, funny, hilarious, like totally. and I love to write, draw, coulour, PAINT too. They are loveed by me man!! like totally, AWESOME!
was listening to mr togepi lecturing and another one ear plug with melody's ipod cause it was so boring that i fell asleep before i put that ipod into my ears, man, I revived. like the song, tell teh world that Jesus lives, tell the world that, tell teh world that, and maybe that my fave fell in love song with today, majesty.
oki, I shall be a good grl and I shall return to my books and pens and notes and glam. Loe to study but i dont really like exams tho. HAHA!, eveyrbody, wish my all the best while studying, that i will not fall asleep like soonish soon soon oki! HAAW!
weeeee oh week
audacious! =D
and she's none other than
aliceinthewonderland
[so called the little elf]
machiam like some storybook man! like LOL< ROFL< or HAW HAW HAW! HAHA!
and there she goes, there sho goes again...
mug mug mug mug i drang a mug of drink and i went mug mug mug mug mug. like totally!
HAWHAW!
flew into your heart at [10:03 PM]
Sunday, February 17, 2008
I wore a very cute mini dress. I LOVE IT like totally man. HAHA, it is red in coulour and have big black greyish pockets which i found it like so cute! like totally!
Had a very dizzy and head dead morning. It was bad, terrible, horrible, unforgettable that kok kian bought me egg sandwich. He is just so an awesome friend too! LOVE you! I'll remember you always yar! haha! like totally!
met silas and his friend. man, i asked him to buy drink for me and he didnt hear and i wasnt like squeaky oki. she was like screaming and skrieking eh! i wante a drink! something like that. haha! overall, funny, hilarious!
had mushroom omelette, mushroom soup and one papaya, one mouth of atermelon and many slices of guava fo lunch. quite heavy yar? small things add up together is equal one heavy meal. MAN. I need o exercise and train up my body man. getting fatter nowadaes. eat and eat and eat and didnt work out is really bad for health lor. HAHA. how true de lor. like totally!
HAHA.
right now she's craving for fraser and neave's strawberry and chocolate milk! which rawks like totally man! it always do rawk my day man. so people, knw what to do when you see me yar?
hand me my afffff AN Ann strawberry and chocoLATE milk oki! weee!
i found out that kok kian is really a nice person. WOOT. God bless you my fwen. HAHA. random la this is. like totally! he has got that blig bling earring on his right ear, made him look so man. HAHA. Silas also. WOOOT. i like bling bling stuff,. I have many bling bling stuff too man! let me name some. earring studs, belty belt belt, hairBAND, hairCLIPS, ring that i lost in the church de sanctuary. MAN. sad man, i bought that bling bling ring for like one ninty. and Im nv gonna buy it again cause its my second time losing it. demoralising to wear a ring man. dont get married then. HAHA! kidding. like totally. // CHEY! HAHA
fel blue when i thought of what happened last night. I got werds that didnt help me. maybe a little but it stll dampen my soulish part of me, making me extremely pissed and emo-ish. Like totally. shall not go into details and well, i got scoldings la. and you guys know that, i hate to get scoldings for nothing. like when im sicked, spent over two hundred dollars of medical bills, you cant blame me right? i ahve been trying hard to take good care of myself, taking right meals at right time and even go on to the extent of eating the right and healthy food. aint i like a good girl or what? but still, i got scoldings that i hate it and it became, i hate them. MandD. not that i sadist but if you are the one getting those words like you are already ugly, dont need to put make up, in chinese, i think anything will feel sucky suck suck right?? HAHA I know, im right. no ones like to be scolding without a good valid reason, let alone me man. I really really HATE it to the very core of my soulish part of me man! like i'll not regret hating that man. EWWW. makes my blood boils and my veins thicken and might even burst. IRRITATING, FRUSTTRATING.
let change topics.
today is a nice fine day, wearing my fav dress and my DIY ballet flats, i just feel so perfect man. HAHA. LOL and ROFL. BUAH HAHA!
silas said i get high at night and i wnet like, yar, duh, cause the night is young and im young too im only eggteen, dont expect me to be sleepy now, i cant man. LIKE toally. HHAHA!
I think i make people arund laugh alort. esp, my dear LEEDEAR. actually her name is spelt lydia, somehow i prefer calling it LEEDEAR, have more meaning to that nice name man. LIKE totally. HAWHAW. Silas got that very nice bag which i think i like but may not suit for a little elf girl like me. AWW, nvm. then. I have my new bag, given by yuan baobao my workplace de friends. He;s very cute. round round face one. HAHA. KAWAII is his name la. WOOOO!
I always feel cold. My fingers I mean. they are just not obedient to temperature you see. So I always have jacket with me. or even many many carDIGAn. I like guys to wear cardigan leh. i think its nice. I like girls to wear big big jacket, I think its like so cute and adorable. HAHA really, have that style of their own. my style is jap jap one. that black and white stipped cardigan of mine with the tights will ust be perfect for my outfit tmrw yar. maybe. manybe not. I like to think for what to wear tomorrow and im not worrying. just like i love to design and mix and match you see. althought i always kope sweets at the mix and match at cheers or mini toons. HAHA. cant help it la. they're too nice to be seen, must be tasted and placed into my mouth. HAW HAW HAW!
I like this song forever, by paradise. Its veyr nice. the chorus goes like I sing sing sing for the blah blah reason, i dance danc dance, i dont know the lyrics you see. But, I still love my favve song, canon in d rock and classical., I learn to play it some day man.
okay, i think i have enough of idling, i think i need to get back to mug mug mug my books man. enough of slacking around. HAHA! mahs, heyish PEEEEE AIY here i COME!
and there she goes, there she goes again
smurf: la la la al ala ala la la la la
she: canon in d rawk on yeah! like toally!
she heart broke and she teared for the last tie and she weared, I'll not shed a single tear for my dad. you suck.
flew into your heart at [10:56 PM]
Saturday, February 16, 2008
elf express myself thru werds, actions and drawing, and maybe singing
telepathy she also can like
when you say nothing at all,
elf knows what you are thinking by looking into your eyes and hearing your heartbeat
romantic and sweet
isnt it?
LIKE totally :)
flew into your heart at [6:50 AM]
Friday, February 15, 2008
holla!
tell yar something very interesting! to me i found it very uber fun and interesting!
i found my primary school tuition friend!
his name is SILAS!
so amazing~
my god, he's a hunk now oki!
he used to be that quiet and shy guy who brings a blue zipped bag with his spectables placed beside his pencilbox and he's really shy mind you.
and now, he has grown up into that huny hunk hunk, macho, fit fit and charming young man mind you! his attraction is. HAWT! haha. i taught him is HAWT! haha!
its really amazing cause our acknowledge is kinda weird and hilarious
it began with that time by which i fainted infront of business school, which was yar, very funny. and he came to the rescue. to that faint dizzy weakling little elf who was sqeaking without a sound and tears rolling down her cheeks simply bcause she doesnt wante to go to the hospital. well you see, im afraid of the needles and the fierce looking missy and horrible man eating doctors who for goodness sake do operation on your without your permission from you but from your parents but HALLELUJAH thank god i didnt have to go fr an operation even tho the lymph node in me wasnt good yar. HAHA
it was so fun. but at the hospi, it was, a horrible needle producing doctor poked thru my tiny teeny weeny whiny veins and didnt even ask me! it was so painful that tears came rolling down my cheeks again. come to think of it, i shed more than one litre of tears that day. that one single day. phew. so waste of my tear glands. HAHA.
I think my sense of humour is increasing by the day. practically everyone who sees me or talk to me have no choice but to go HEHEEE HAHA, you very cute eh~~~!!~~ thos kinda of things. initially I wasnt used to it, was feeling a little shy and like eeee errr, oki oki, enough, enough, dont overdo it. but now, I think im fine with it, like i say haha, the more the merrier. AH HAHA
interesting. and I met a friend who sacrificed his jacket for me. and his name is called chris. MAN, I tell yar, he almost made me cry. haha because he was so fierce to me! together with his big eyes, man, I was like, ok, you're a horrible fierece monster, Im not gonna talk or look at you. Im going home, there's dinner for me and mummy's waiting for me at home. like, bye friends, and bye, horrible looking fierce monster boo! and I walked away, with tiny fast steps. BUT later on, something happened at tampines interchange made me change my impression towards him. HAHA. we got down the bus and they wanted to go to MACS which i mistaken for MAX's house. and sadly, i walked away and they too walked away. and funny thing is , after one min, i started to feel a sense of lostness and sadness overwhelming bringing me near near to tears. ten i began to mumble werds in my heart, [Im sorry, I didnt mean it, you're not fierce, infact, you are very friendly to me, so friendly that I can be more friendlier than me, dont leave, I need you guys to be with me, I hate being alone, really, I do , I do and i thought of sz and I began to tear like crazily, like how much i missed you and thinking you must have forgotten about me,like totally, heart broken and wreching, I went around and round and round the interchange looking for chris and his friends.
infact, I LOVE CHRIS AND HIS FRIENDS
they're HAWT and CUTE. HAHA, i cant believe it, a fierce monster is HAWT AND CUTE>!?!??~!~~!! HAHA, yar, absolutely, hawt and cute, just like SILAS! haha!
later on my youth is having a youth event but salfy, i haven ask anyone beccause i was so sicked and busy the few days ago. man, i really hope my friends will be there. at least 2 of them, to make me feel better and less guitly ma. HAHA. God, pls bring someone for the evnt. pls pls, i beg yar with heart hearts melted for them and for your sake. PHEW, i pray that the evnt will bring them to Christ and be loved for the everfirst time that the unfailing love of LORD JESUS CHRIST will melt their very heart and be saved. SAVED. saved into your kingdom.
thankyou Jesus
in Jesus name, elf prays,
amen
and she waited for the time and chance to come by, dont say gd bye, say,wait. tiem will come by......
flew into your heart at [7:26 PM]
flew into your heart at [7:54 AM]
Thursday, February 14, 2008
ytd was valentine's day
it as very happening and eventful
full of surprises and love
not with roses , bearbear or dove,
but with me into the hospital i dont love
filled with joy, and many bodyglove,
i felt i have nothing that i cant love
because everything i am was nothing but LOVE
seen the doctor five times a month
gotten four mc
and misses lessons more than anyone
if i can really do well during exams
that would be the miracle of the year
seriously
i fainted ytd and i had hunky hunks to carry me
nothing beats that man!
and i hae becca praying for me by the bed
and chongyong korkor drying my tears for me
and timothy to back up support me
and rayner there maybe to comfort me with his presence
and many TP staff to watch over me
and church friends visiting me
esp, mabel and Pastor mark
they popped by my place :)
i have nothing to say but thankyou and I LOVE YOU ALL!
now that im feeling better and well and all, i wish to study hard and give my al and give my best that i can can into my studies and God
for
Twas' grace I found
in you, alone
great is thy name and greatly to be praised
even tho there was any rosey rose rose or bearbear beary huggy hug hug, i still thank God for everything that had happened ytd
it was memorable and eventful, and the most apt werd to use is
HAPPENING
haha!
happy valentines to all my dear friends!
God loves you and so do i!
and she smile and say, aishiteru!
flew into your heart at [9:15 PM]
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
dear God
Im trying to be positive you see
i get the priviledge to get lymph node infection at the age of eighteen, on the day of monday, on the date of 11 feb two oh oh egg. CHEY
it wasnt fun and kewl at all
it was PAINFUL la.
its something like a small round lumpy lump lump beside your throat
and when u swallow or eat or drink anything that you need to gobble down your throat, it kinda hurt badly
:(
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad!
worse thing is.
nvm, I shall no elaborate, otherwise, swimming pool come I dont know how man
she shall just wish that tomorrow will be a better day
she hope so
and she loves to drink china tea, she loves God-pa and she heart hawt people like michelle and jackson!
WEEEEE oh weeeeet i always have to slap my mouth to stop myeslf from whistling.
HAHA
gals may get the wrong idea you see
Im not a LESBIAN
by the way,
im more romantic that guys
I know how to sweet talk
CHEY!
HAHA, seriously i do, any guys wanne learn?
I charge 5 dollars oer sentence
confirm guarantee cpo your girlfriend will drool on you and they will cry for you man
100 percent comfirmation man!
HAHA!
hilarious is the werd to describe me
aint it?
LIKE TOTALLY.
she loves bearbear lots!
flew into your heart at [6:02 AM]
Monday, February 11, 2008
daddy God,
why am i always sick?
I've been really a good girl, eating my meals on time and the right food, maybe yes or maybe not, but Im just getting sick each and every other day and this is really upsetting me and maybe people around me?
because they have to spend extra effort to take care of me, for eg, sweetie sexy mama like jessica, and poor guy who doesnt know how t hold a girl's hands/ arms de chia chia keng or even teh sweetest candice in the world also have trouble holding me
All i had was maggi goreng and all i had later on was rounds and rounds of puking and vomiting and visiting the oilet more than anyone else
man, it was horrid
I tell you the truth
it was HORRID
even mingjay de dear, kok kian have t say why you go toilet so amny times one.
I cant help it la, you see
haha
kinda spoilt my day
but thank God, there's the Lc play later on at 6pm
kinda made my day, cause i love company of friends and i love playing and teasing many many
in an hour's time, i'll just be a good girl, to stay where i am and not move about
haha
kinda anticipating what role are they gonna give me
haha
im really excited leh!
kewl man!
what i heard was, not many people get into Lc play bt the more sadder thing is OL is better, you receive love from teh students you see
not to say despo or what, it just a nice feeling and gesture you know
haha
im very very sure that the tp student union people know about that
esp when their freshie cried after losing the match and went, because i dont wante disappoint you all! and yar, that
sily girl
was
none other than
me.
HAHA
well, it was just me me me, dont dont laugh at me okie.
otherwise i will emo one
haha!
its not a threat.
it was just me me me
HAHA!
first day of school after chinese ney year, man i had a hard time weking up on time.
was late for church on sudnay and almost late for lecture that morning
math lecture, i was veyr attentive until somebody was calling me in wonderland and i hd to fall asleep for awhile and i decided to wake up and take a walk outside to keep myself awake.
and there, the company of fun and super duper nice friends were sitting outside the Lt, so, i couldnt bear living them, decided to sit with them for awhile. HAHA
they're really nice, esp chiachia, mingjay, kok kian(the guy with nice voice), jessica, candice and mayn many more.
They are bunch of awesome friends who wwanted to help me in my studies
well, i dare to say, my studies arent fantastic now, i lost that confidence of mine you see
i really lost it and had no confidence in myself,
let alone in any other test that i took
basically, im fllunking all the test that i had taken and that feeling wasnt nice
IT WAS HORRID
i had to cry because i got two out of thirty even tho i studied for the test
oh god, am i a dumb kid or i dont have brains? or all i had were just pea brains inside my head??
cant be right? to get two out of 30, man, im really on the verge og giving on my stuides
i do not want to,
but i had no smile, no joy, no drive to even study for my next test, cause i do not know how am i going to fare
with friends helping me, it does help to boost my confidence but with that kinda sucky results, it sure make people around me disappointed, and the worst of all, im disappointed with myeslf
maybe this course is not the cup of tea for me
maybe
mayyyyyyyyyyyyybye
God, how can this be??
i just wante do well and do my parents and my preciousGod proud,
nothing else, i promise.
I'll work hard, send more Ga, if you know what i mean
guardian angels to watch over me
for im always sick and hungry and gastric attacks me
heal me o lord
I dont wante see doctor because i think its sucha waste of money and i nv get well anyways
what to do, tell me la, what to do
how man
exams are coming and im sad
emo-ish
someone, pls help me
im desperate to do well
I'll put in all my effort, 200 percent and i'll try to be smart
and i'll not fall asleep anymore
she wante to learn to play canon in d pls
and she wante to have a grand piano of her own.
soonish soon soon pls
oh man. this feeling of failling everything is just so freaky and sucky
God, help me
God, just send someone to help me
EEEE! i just wante to scream from the top of my lungs!!
haiz. sigh sigh sigh
my language is sigh. yours?
but GOd says all things are possible with GOd
yes God, I trust in you
weee oh weeeet
she yearn
she hope
she wish
she dream
everything she can do
she will
and she's willing to
just give her one more chance to be confident of maybe just herself?
help me.
despo emo kid
in need to help from anyone everyone under the sun
dear God, pls heal me and my gastric :(
flew into your heart at [12:45 AM]
Wednesday, February 6, 2008
yoooo hooo!
happy chinese mousey new year people!
hmm
I woke up at around ten plus eleven in the morning sia
hahaha
now Im at my dajie de boyfriend house, using com, paying mew the cat a visit.
somehow or rather, very funnily, his mum is not in, its really paying the cat a visit man
haha new update, eating chicken abalone instant bowl noodle now
feeling kinda happy, listening to the veyr nice song called canon in d
really hope that i can play like him one day
someday
soon
hahaha
i wanne a grand piano also
so, new update, im saving up to buy my own grand piano and elcetric guitar. HAHAHA
then I'll g learn piano man
canon in d here i come man
hahaha
okie go to go. new update lter will have many update cause new year is very bored like totally you know hahahahhahahahahahah
ciao!
flew into your heart at [11:07 PM]
Monday, February 4, 2008
Many a times I have felt like this
a feeling undescribable within
time after time I have forlorn in it
why can it be?
I Just love this SOng
It is not the human right
open up my eyes to see
be your hands and feet
hey now as we hold to our confesson
woah oh oh
God be the solution
woah oh oh
we will be your hands and feets
higher than the circumstances
higher than
hey now fill our hearts with your compassion
hey now as we hold to our confession
woah oh oh
God be the solution
woah oh oh
we will be your hands and beyour feet
woah oh oh
God be the solution
Jesus
woah oh oh
we will be your hands and feet
ony you can heal the broken heart
and cause the blind the see
set the captives
only you can take the widows cry
be the father to the fatherless
we will be yourhands we will be your feet
we will run this race
we will be our light
we will be your hands
in the darkest place
we will be our light
woah oh oh
God be the solution
woah oh oh
we will be your hands and feets
we will run we will run we will run with the solution
Im very excited with the movement and the MC we already are embarking for this season in our school
It really exciting! she wante to see the whole school touched and LOVED by the almigty dadddy GOD!
man, my heart cant contain it
and she loves giving breakfast to her first person she sees in school
but dont wait for her everyday
its not a everyday thing
otherwise she'll be broke like so so so soonish soon soon
and sle loves this song as well
It had so much meaning to her
The rain just nver seem to bring
the joy ta=hat feel the same
remains
my heart cant seem to learn to part
the mark I drem seems so stark
no i tell myself to hold my breath
but give in
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you
and tell you
I wont live my life without you
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would hold your hands
and look in your eyes
and you know I'll never let you go
The way
you left me on the train
I dont know what to say
I remember everything that day
I cant believe we never dance
just need one more chance to share the sunset on our one romance
no I told myself to hold my breath
a part of me was dying
there was nothing left for me to do now
But give in
If you gave me one chance to tell you how I was feeling
I would sing to you
and tell you I wont live my life witout you
If you gave me one chance to tell
I would hold your hands
and look in your eyes
you know I'll never let you go
wow
she lovedd this song so much
bearbear!
flew into your heart at [2:40 PM]
Saturday, February 2, 2008
yesterday's youth service was AWESOME.
It not the music or place that attracted me. It the gentle yet strong presence of the almighty God. And after each service, I learnt many new things and felt stronger in my inner man each time. and of course, that unspeakable joy was absolutely unspeakable. HAHAHA. thankyou daddy God! you are real! you are loved! by alice in the wonderland!
stanley stanzai led worship in the youth for the secnd time and tell you man, he's awesome too! I can see, a godly man for God risin up leh!
other than that, erm
I like his hair wor! haha, like he sid, no, our frinch is different. stan one is straight bangs and mine is shuuuuoooottt...like the sound effect he made. HAHAHA, which means slanted one lar. =.= HAHAHA
daddy God, i have to tell yar something!
my life is yours!
I will be your hands and your feet!
didnt blog for a couple of days because too tired la. hahaha. come home every other night the first thing is to eat then SLEEP. HAHAHA. I look forward to chinese new year man. the first day im gonna sleep for 16 hours. Second day my fwens are coming and and and...the l;ast day, time to study. HAHAHA. *excited*HAHAHA! *jump jump jump*
oki. going to pompom and prepare for main service later and a time of refresing with my daddy GOd. and a time to study after service.
IM A NERD! YES ARGHHHH! *excited*/ HAHAHAHA!
and she went laughing laughing and laughing
and smiling genuinely from the bottom of her heart <3
flew into your heart at [3:52 PM]
alice in the wonderland aka elf
2 may one99ZERO
Temasek Polytechnic
I LOVE BEARBEAR,REDROSES, CANON IN D, piano and many CAPS! and also to SING/READ/THINK/SEE STARS/I LOVE PEOPLE
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DISCORD, BACKSTABBERS
SEEing people, living a unvictorious life without CHRIST
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To really hear daddy God
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