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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

notASHAMEDnotAFRAID

ItsabrandNEWDAY! :)

nowadaes very poetish
everynow and then have inspiration
seriously, let me me the ang moh LIBAI la

out of that wound Heart God wannes to heal
like the angels to daddy God they yield
forever in wonderland they re not jailed
spreading love like its so real
they enjoyed and allow the world to be filled
with the love and joy that everyone yearns to feel
as the intercessors fell on ground and kneel
prayers are ushered to the highest like smoke from the bbq
and a smile on the king's face was revealed
He said well done, my good and faithful servant, ILOVEYOU :)

ELFreallyhave the gift. It just come out so naturally.she dont have to knock on heaven's doors for words to say. But its really a pity that i do not know how to read music notes. Otherwise, I would have composed many beautiful nice song

[HOSANNA]
break my heart for what breaks yours
everything i am for your kingdom's cause
as i walk from earth into eternity

and she really LOVESTOSING
dont stop her. ever otherwise she'll eat you up

flew into your heart at [3:07 PM]

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Tuesday, January 29, 2008

BLING BLING.psycho you psycho me psycho everybody

elf haven't really think about what I really wish to do, because Im always bounded and restricted by many things around me, in my life. If Im reaally a wonderwoman, able to do wonders.
I would....

wish to learn to play piano
wish to learn to play violin
wish to learn to play drums
wish to learn to play electric guitar
wish to learn to play guitar
wish to be a musician
wish to be a artist
wish to be a writer
wish to be able to see stars
wish to be able to see sunrise and sunset
wish to own a home with library
wish to be studyng in a art school or music school
wish to lose my memory to start my life again
wish to be able to smile happily everyday of my life
wish to be so close with God
wish to have a caring brother or sister(ELDER)
wish not to be judgemental
wish to love the unlovable(POSSIBLE)

may sounds greedy. BUT. These are only my wishes, so, no fret. HAHAHA.
bu yao hai pa bu yao hai pa. HAHAHA.

and there she goes smiling her way thru the corridors of her favourite place, school

flew into your heart at [10:46 PM]

given up&heart had no life

Im very apologetic if my post today is a lil' emo
I was sad and i dont wish to hide
But i had happy times today as well
But i wrote something really nice even tho its sad and really spoke of how i felt at that very moment
you'll see

Title: given up&heart had no life

I felt I have given up
so many times Im not even surprised
It would really be a miracle if i get any of them right
My heart tells me its alright
However how much I try, I still cant deny
sometimes I wonder, am I worse than a fly
But sadly, I wish my results have some life
And the only thing now I could rely
Is to be the best that I like
Cheer up, for life is more than cries
It a life worth living for Jesus Christ
Qualifications does not tell any lies
Just like eyes dot not bluff your life
But all you need to do now is to be strong and believe
there's more than meets the eye
there's more to it like a kite
I wish I can really fly
into a wonderland where angels really flutter and fly
I would really wanne hide
into a cocoon just right for my size
God knows how I feel like my heart had died
In a place where there's no life
And I really feel like I can cry
Anytime, As much as I Like
Dear daddy God, make my heart revive
Make my heart revive

I came up with this in less than 10 minutes. I think i have the gift of writing and thinking and composing. I shall learn to write lyrics nd compose songs, but someone please teach me how to read music notes. then I'll relaly compose songs that make heads nod :)

and she smile with tears in her heart
you'll be okie.
Jesus loves elf! :) weeee!

flew into your heart at [6:15 AM]

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Monday, January 28, 2008

world changer is elf

A new blog, because I wanne change.

I wanne to erase sad memories.

I wanne to fill my heart with happy stuff, things that is really worthy of praise and not to dwell in past.

Just really hope that anyone who rads my blog will feel happy like me.

anyone, however strong you are, the word of GOd says,

The joy of the Lord is your strength!

Year two oh oh ate is really exciting.

full of challenges and battles in the mind.

I yearn for God to change and mould me into a better person each day.

I ask and yearn for more strength, to be stronger and really go all out for daddy God.

and right now, at this stage of my life,

ELF Have to say,

Im greatly blessed, deeply loved, highly favored because of God

each time I mention this phrases, I feel lifted up, esp now.

Finally, i Found myself, ultra super extremely gentle, with that gentle spirit.

very open to people's criticisms and very willing to change

sensitive to the Holy Spirit an dreally love to pray and worship the almighty God

always smiling no matter what happens

putting others before her

I wanne to care for others, like Jesus care for me

feel hungry for the lost

putting myself in the shoes of others

smile at the storm

only one thing elf lacks

confidence in my studies

I felt I had given up

A 40 min paper and I did for around 15 minutes

the rest of the time, I slept

like a child deprived of sleep

I wanne be a true fwen to eveyrone

I cant meet up to everyone's expectations

but i try my very best, to be what God wanne me to be

I wont change for others

I will change the world for God has send me to be a world changer

dont WOW or smirk at this sentence because it takes responsibility and maturity seriousness to say this

elf is a world changer!

this song has been in my heart all day Long

I see a generation

Rising up to take their place

with selfless faith

with selfless faith

Hossana

Hossana

Hossana

in the highest

Hossana

Hossana

Hossana

in the highest

Heal my heart and make my clean

Open up my eyes to teh thigns unseen

Show me how you love me

I loved you

Break my heart for what break yours

everything I am for the kingdom's cause

As I walk from earth into eternity

oki. time to goeeee. byeeee.seeee youuueee.

and she leaves her com to MUS.

flew into your heart at [1:07 AM]

Test

ELF!!! ^^ xD

flew into your heart at [12:51 AM]

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